Because he knew no contentment in his bellly, he will not let anything in which he delights escape him. ~ Job 20:20
When I was actively overeating, I would sometimes refer to my binges as “chasing after the magic muffin.” I was seeking that elusive sensation that would bring about a change in my feelings. Inner discontent played itself out through compulsive overeating. I desperately sought relief in anything that promised delight. I found the lure of food impossible to resist. I would eat until I was stufffed and sick to my stomach.
Instead of food, God desires me to find my delight in Him (Psalm 37:3-6) As I read and study the Bible consistently, day after day, I find myself being filled up with Jesus. It’s delightful to discover for myself that the Lord truly loves me deeply. He knows my name and I am richly blessed!
{Open my eyes, Father, whenever I foolishly allow myself to become obsessed with food—even abstinent food! You alone are my delight. Teach me how to be content, even when my feelings are all over the globe. In the name of Jesus, rein me in. Amen.}